Sometimes, Anytime, etc.

Sometimes.
I like to be alone
I hate being with you
I love to be with him
I enjoy time spent with her
Anytime.
I try to quietly ponder
I want to create magic
I reveal a masterpiece
I like to remember that feeling
Anywhere.
As long as you're with me
As much time as I want
As far as I can carry myself
As many times as I'm able
Forever.
Is a small world
Is scary sometimes
Is not so bad if you're there
Is not the end
Therefore.
I'm a poet
I'm going to sing
I'm trying to love
I'm dying to be passionate
However.
It's harder than it looks
It's more complicated than I was told
It's going to overwhelm me
It's hurting me
Exception.
Being that you are here
Being 'they' are gone
Being I love you
Being I hate myself sometimes
Exhilliration.
Trying that new flavor
Trying to open myself to you
Trying my hand at selflessness
Trying a tougher path
Ultimate.
The love of a person
The taste of sweet chocolate
The hug of someone you love
The ultimate joygasm
Destiny.
Choosing my own path
Choosing to rid myself of pain
Choosing to distance myself from hurt
Choosing the rain
Teenager.
What I am
What kind of person
What trials ahead
What lies told
Adult.
A passionate dance
A hard life
A thin resistance
A lonely existance
Obscurity.
Changing the fate of my life
Changing my mind often
Changing a lifestyle
Changing in my heart
Wonder.
If I could ever beat you
If I'm going to heal
If there's a way out
If they'll still love me
End.
Will they still love me
Will they still hate me
Will they still betray me
Will I still love them
Will I stay